| I think I will always feel "patientlyanxious." I don't know if I cursed myself when I first titled this site by that name- but it stuck. There is always something to look forward to and wait for. The questions change but the feelings are the same...
First it was:
to live at my parent's or get my own place? (parent's)
Then:
to go to school or not to go to school? (school)
to stay together or break up? (break up)
to stay broken up or get back together? (get back together)
to go back to teen mania for a summer or work at home? (teen mania)
to move to arizona or stay at moody bible? (arizona)
to move back to wheaton or stay in arizona? (wheaton)
to go to NIU or Columbia? (NIU)
to break up for the last time or stay together? (break up)
to go back out on tour or work coffee eternally? (tour)
to move to Nashville or stay in Chicago? (Nashville)
to get married or.... nope, that one didn't pose any inner quandaries. (married!)
Now:
how will I ever find a job I that supplies enough money and is still enjoyable?
when do you buy a house?
Is it wise to have kids when you have no money?
Will we ever have money?
What if we can't have kids?
Do we want to dig down deep roots in Nashville or are we going to find a home in another city?
and the list goes on....
I hope patiently for the answers to come. I know they will- but the anxious feeling of not knowing can be scary and overwhelming sometimes. God is faithful. He always is.
I will continue to follow Christ.
(sigh)... looking forward to spring :)
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| It's finally winter in East Nashville and I'm without a camera. I wish I could snap a photo or two of the falling snow... where is that darn camera?
The past 2 months have been a trying time for me- I've been without work and on a desperate search for a steady job. Tough time to do so across America and Nashville hasn't proven any different. Probably around 40 resume's sent, 2 returned calls, 1.5 interviews, no job.
I really am thankful I have 6 events with Revolve left. It will be so good to get back on the road. I'm excited for:
Orlando- a sunny visit with Grandma
Denver- a stay with Missy and Paul and their brand-new adopted daughters!
Rochester- A possible extended stay with Dana in NYC, I hope!
Inauguration tomorrow should be interesting. Did you hear how much it's costing? Huh. I thought our country was in a recession.
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